Rindu

Hana.. bila nk balik? rindu la awak takde. cepatla balik.. leh kita g bazaar ramadhan. hehe.

Adik.. tak sbr nk balik umah weekends ni.

Ezah; msti byk nk story kn?

Acoustic Poem

I just don't have any idea when madam katipah asked us to write the acoustic poem. how can i write one? im not creative n really can't even think of one. Acoustic poem is when we write a poem using our name as the first letter in each line. According to some source from the internet and also from my elder sis, it doesn't have to be in certain syllable and pattern. I designed two stanza with my ibu's name and chuck's name. N it was totally the most terrible poem u could read. haha. then after i finished watching chuck season3, i look at my bestie roomate. Then i just try to write her name and imagine herself. Here is the simple acoustic that i can write about her.

Fantastic friendship she would offer

Always lend her ears she would proffer
Runaway from you she would never
Always be there for you she would tender

Here she gives you the wonderful friendship ever

to my dearest ff,

hope u'll always offer me the ticket on ur friend 'ship'..

no matter how people treat and try to split us..

they just don't have any idea how we get through things together..

hope we'll get stronger each day.

hell yeah...! lap u bebeh. bluek!

My love of life~

I wanto tell a story about a girl who is the most important person in my life. Actually, I wanted to write about her for soooo long ago. But i never get the chance to write about her till today.

She is the VVIP in my life. Without her, I can't breathe. I can't even imagine how my life will be if she's not with me now. We meet about three to four years back. At first, when she smile and say hello to me, I think she's wonderful. She's cute. But then, after we get to know, she will be quite passive and seems quiet when I talk to her. Then my perception changed. I think that she's actually kind of arrogant. I am quite uncomfortable with her at first. And to tell u the truth, I was actually being regret that I invited her to be with me at that time. But then, I push away the perception. I may be wrong.

Then, there we are. We started our journey together. And at that time, I really can't accept her. I think that she is very spoil. Everything I had to do for her. Everything I had to support her. To do this, to do that, here n that. All of it was me. N as usual, my mouth is kind of straight to the point and i sound her directly. She seems quiet when I scolded her. I know that she hated me so much that time. I know that she thinks I'm poyo. Coz I always critic her. Yeah, at that time, I'm immature too.

I asked for solutions from my elder sister, and my elder sister asked me to split up with her and move to other house if I can't stand her. The only thing I try to do is that I want her to be mature and independent. I want her to learn how to live. It's not like avoiding her. Coz I kind of comfortable and love to befriend with her. But yet, she still stick to me. Then my mom said. You shouldn't do that. You should treat her nicely and try to consider her as ur younger sister. Then I started to realize sth. Why must I take it as a negative way?? Why must I keep on to sigh this and that about her?? I only know and think that I'm the one who can't stand with her immatureness. But did I think about her feelings towards me? Yes, she surely can't stand with me too. But did she mumble or grumble about me?? Nope. Coz she always keep it to herself.

My ibu has a bestfriend who always visit us during eidulfitri. Ibu said, years ago, she was the one who ibu hated so much and they quarrel so much. They always had big fight. They always misunderstood each other. Yet, she is the one who sticks with ibu whenever ibu needed her.

Then I start to think and analyse it. Why don't I go on with this girl? I think she is immature because she is the youngest girl in her family. And she doesn't has elder sisters to share story about life with her previously. Then, we get closer each day. I started to teach her few things each day. And she learned. Everytime I tell a story, she'll lend her ears. She also always be patient with me, with my bad behaviour. I'm sorry for being cruel to you. I know she just hate me so much. She'll always there when I need advice. N yeah.. she is way too mature now. She's mature in thinking and acting.

She is the one who always there for me. If years back she keeps quite when I scolded her, now she's not. Coz I told her. If I scolded u, it doesn't mean u can't scold me back. If I advice u, it doesn't mean u can't advice me back. Scold me, advice me, show me what I did wrong. I need that. And yes.... we did n here we now.

To u my lil sis, u-know-who. I hope that our bond will get stronger each time . I know how you feel and what u think each time. Even u didn't say a thing, I just know how u feel. It's not that I ignore it. I And u know me, I am ego and fierce with my dearest one. I didn't kiss my younger sis taty. I didn't kiss my bf ezah. N u too. N u know why? because I love you. Even I didn't mention a thing, U just don't have the idea that how much I can live without u although I always said that u can't live without me. But the truth is; I m the one who can't live without u. Coz u.. r the love of my life. mmuahhh... BLUEKKK!! BHAHAHA....

Alhamdulillah~

Syukur sgt2. At last, Allah hears me. Im really thankful and hope that things will get better. What past is history. I know. Allah will always tests us. To make us stronger. Because Allah loves us. Allah menguji kerana Allah menyayangi kita. Stiap apa yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. In a relationship, friendship, there'll always an obstacle for us to get through. It is to make our relationship become stronger.



Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, sesungguhnya aku hamba-Mu yg lemah. Aku juga tidak lari dari kesilapan. Sesungguhnya kau berikanlah aku cahaya agar aku lebih teguh dan beriman pada-Mu. Agar aku dpt memperbaiki diriku. Sesungguhnya aku insan yg hina disisi-Mu Ya Allah. Berilah aku peluang untuk terus menjadi insan yg solehah. Amin..



To my dearest frens;

I love you so much. Thanks for being my friends. Maafkan jika ada terkasar dan keterlanjuran kata dan bahasa. Sesungguhnya, yg buruk itu dtg dari diriku sendiri yg khilaf ini. Moga kalian berikan teguran dan nasihat supaya kita lebih teguh menempuh hidup ini. Amin. :)

Booooring~~

So today is Thursday, n we still fasting.  Early in the morning, nana text me. we went to mr.siva's room to pay the electronic dictionary.  Then we went to BB coz Izzati wants to bank in money at cimb.  N i wanto take my jeans at the tailor.  Otw back to unisel, rain starts falling heavily.  Nana dropped us at the Cafe coz we (ff n I) wanto take our laundry.  (errkkk... kantoi hantar baju at dobi)

So here we are till now. Doing nothing on our bed.  On9 till now. Seriously bored.

Oh, ya. btw.  My new schedule is out.  The other 2 subjects.  N guess what? The admin subject is on wednesday afternoon. phiewh.. Im ok with it.  But.... the other subject.. research methodology??  It's on saturday!!  Never in our campus life our class on saturday. oh, ya. once. but that was replacement class when we are in foundation year.  Now?? It's saturday.  9am to 12pm?? oh, god.  So what? I can't go back to my hometown for the whole semester??  I'm going to do sth with this.  So I planned with my classmates that we'll join sem7A's class on friday evening 6-9pm.  It is better right?? At least..  So here we go.  We'll see how. Till then. C ya. ;)

50 Things About Me Survey

 
1. What is your nickname?
Nani, with friends n family; Not, among close aunties n cousins.

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
Do I have to mention it?? Haha. No need larh.

3. What are you listening to right now?
Need you now by Lady Antabellum. Love it. ;)

4. Whats your favorite number?
8788. Hope my future car will get this number! :D

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Oblong burger from the pasar malam at kampong sebelah my university! :P

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Definitely green.. or pink.. 

7. How is the weather right now?
It’s raining. Soooo cold now. It’s 3 am. Must be very nice to get into the comforter n sleep aite? The irony is; Im still awake! :D

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
Hana Nadia Nadri. Hehe. Invited her to my house tomoro for break the fast tomoro with spaghetti Bolognese. Yum2! Can’t wait for it!

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
urm… Hair? Smile? Oh.. I miss his smile! Haha. My Prince Dastan..

10. What was the last movie you watched?
Prince of Persia – the sand of time. :P

11. Favorite TV show?
Many2… hehe.. currently addicted to Spontan starring by Afdlin Shauki, Zizan, the late Din Beramboi, Douglas Lim, Sharifah Syahira.

12. Siblings?
Three of us; my kakak, nana; me, nani; n my younger or youngest sista taty.

13. Height?
161.5cm ;P

14. Hair color?
Black

15. Eye Color?
Dark brown

16. Do you wear contacts?
Yess. Biomedics are the best for daily use. Fresh look grey n hazel for special occasions. :)

17. Favorite Holiday?
Home sweet home. :)

18. Month?
Last month during the semester break. ;P

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Yes. Practice berlakon utk tingkatkan mutu lakonan. Haha. Poyos.

20. What was the last movie you watched?
At cinema, Prince of Persia. The Prince and Me was from my laptop just now.

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
24th April 2010. :)

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
It depends.

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
Tried few times during yoga time. So long ago. Miss to do yoga again. Now very lazy. Only exercising my hands typing the lappy. :P

24. Hugs or Kisses?
Xoxo~~

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate for sure!

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
Up to them~~

27. Who is most likely to respond?
Ff mayber? She’s my top fan. Haha.

28. Who is least likely to respond?
Ezah. Coz she’s been very busy with her ‘Timbalan Pengarah Program’ work.

29. What books are you reading?
Anis ayuni’s novels, Motivation books, Religious books.

30. Piercings? 
Yes.

31. Favorite movies?
Hmm.. undecided. Too many~~

32. Favorite football Team?
Ehem2. Adalah. Hehe.~

33. what were u doing before this?
Eating oblong burger~

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Which do you prefer? ;P salted popcorn with butter? Urmm… caramel.. hehe..

37. Dogs or cats?
Both. If I can have a dog, I would love to. But with 22cats now at home, plus 6 at the front garage and around 10 to 15 at the backyard. I dun feel we can accept any cats anymore. Phiewh..! quite a number huh?

38. Favorite flower?
Tulips!

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
Yep. Parked my motorcycle at the prohibited area. Haha.

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
Yes. Razin. Rindu nk gaduh ngn ko.

41. Have you ever loved someone?
What a stupidos question. Of course. I love my parents soo much..

42. Who would you like to see right now?
Him.

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
Lost contact.

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Didn’t get the chance to do it when I was in plkn. ;’(

45. Do you like to travel by bus?
You mean.. Selangor bus?? Haha. U try it first then U answer this question. Haha.

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right.

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Four. Hope can get another two here with me. ;P

48. Are you missing someone?
Definitely~~ :’(

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
Nope.

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?

I dun really ‘into’ myspace. Can count with hand how many times I signed in to ms. Bhahaha..

Surprised!!

Well, sorry bloggy for taking so long to write again.  Well this time, I want to write about my surprised birthday party which is on the 8th july..

First of all, I would like to deliver thousands of appreciation to my dearest beloved frens who organised the party for me.  I really2 love it sooo much..  Ff did a great job this time; she played the role very well.  Same goes to cik Hana and Nana.  I nearly trusted Hana for not  joining my party.  

It goes like this.  That particular day, I was fasting.  My birthday was on Thursday, 8th july.  Thanks to all my friends who wished me on fb too.  Ok, so on that day, suddenly nana text me and ask me if I have any plan or not for dinner. I said no and I'm fasting.  So she asked me if I would like to go for a dinner with her that day.  So I agreed and tell ff.  But I smell something fishy.  However, I thought that it was only a simple dinner as usual and since hana and anis was not joining the dinner, I thought that ff and hana planned to throw the party on the next week.  Because they seem didnt care and were like 'buat bodo' that day.  But i knew that they hide sth behind their buat bodo attitude. hoho. 

So at 8.30pm, ff n I waited for Nana n zati at the post guard.  They fetched us and I went to cafe to buy topup.  At that time, Ganu called ff and ff was pissed off since ganu is otw to give her burger.  She scolded ganu on the phone and asked where ganu is to take the burger.   Then she went to nana n said that she wants to meet ganu at our faculty first to take the burger before we go for the dinner.  Maybe because ff was nervous at that time, she walked to the faculty.

So together we go to the faculty in nana's car to find ff.  Nana asked me to text ff where she is and she said she's in bk17.  So nana parked her car at the bk area and asked us to find ff.  When we went to bk17, it was empty and dark in there.  I still couldn't get what is happening n try to find ff.  Then only I saw the candle lights in bk18 and they sang the birthday song for me. huhu~

Millions of thanks to my dearie ff, hana, anis, nana, zati n not to forget mr. ganu.  Thanks for always be there for me and the party was the most unforgettable party.  It was simple and nice!  Love u guys soo much! pic yg lainnya akn di upload later k.  tensen tol internet lombap! grrrr...!